But what he means by that depends on who he is talking to,
and where.
The 48-year-old, ranked fifth on the list of highest paid actors
on U.S. television last year with estimated earnings of $13
million, is preparing for an 11th season as Dr Derek Shepherd in
the popular ABC network medical drama.
The first "table-read" of the script starts on the 22nd, next
Tuesday, but first he has other lines to figure out - racing
lines - and his own dreams to realize.
This weekend, the fictional white-coated surgeon from Seattle is
getting up to speed around Germany's Hockenheim circuit where he
competes in the Porsche Supercup series against professional
drivers.
Motor racing, as he told Reuters in the German Grand Prix
support paddock, is not just a hobby. It has become as much a
part of who he is as acting.
"It’s all consuming in many ways," he said. "I couldn’t imagine
not racing right now. It really keeps me motivated. It’s all I
think about on a daily basis.
"I just truly love it. I love the sport, I love the people
around the sport, I love the technical aspect of it, I love the
mental exercise of it and the constant learning of how to
perfect the setup of the car."
Big screen legends Steve McQueen, Paul Newman and James Garner
were all similarly smitten by the racing bug in their time and
Dempsey can understand why.
As someone who earns big money playing fictional characters in
fantasy worlds, racing is real and dangerous with challenges
lacking elsewhere.
"I think it’s important for me to do both (acting and racing),"
said the married father of three when asked which mattered most
to him.
"I don’t dislike acting. There’s just certain challenges I’d
like to have in my acting profession and I haven’t found those
roles that have really made it worthwhile for me to give up a
racing season to go do."
LE MANS
Last month Dempsey competed at the Le Mans 24 Hours race,
finishing fifth in his GTE-AM class after fourth in 2013. He
made his debut there back in 2009.
The owner of Dempsey Racing has taken part in the grueling Baja
1,000 off-road race, driven at Daytona and will be at
Indianapolis the week after he meets up with the rest of the
Grey's cast.
"I’ve always loved racing since I was a kid, I used to ski race.
I grew up in a small town in Maine. And ski racing in many ways
is very similar to road racing," said the Lewiston-born actor.
"I think it brings me back to that part of my life as a child. I
have just always loved cars and racing. My father was a big fan
of it, I used to collect Matchbox cars and on a Friday night my
dad would always bring me one home.
"I was a huge fan of racing and then slowly just got deeper and
deeper into it," added Dempsey.
The real commitment started some six or seven years ago, when
Dempsey did a course and obtained his racing license before
attending the Panoz Racing school at Road Atlanta.
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With the money from television, and movies like "Enchanted", "Made
of Honor" and "Valentine's Day", the screen idol can indulge his
love - or obsession - with speed.
"My focus is primarily Le Mans. I want to win Le Mans. One step at a
time," he said.
"It takes a lot of commitment and a lot of drive and a lot of things
have to go our way but that’s my primary focus, to get back to Le
Mans."
Fortunately, those who pay his wages are understanding.
"They have been very kind to allow me to go racing when most shows
wouldn’t," he said. "They understand the importance of it and I
think it helps them as much as it helps me.
"The good thing is, it’s an ensemble so evidently I’m not that
important," he laughed, accepting that might not be the case for his
many admirers.
"They’ve been very gracious about allowing me out and they really
work on the scheduling so that the stuff we are wanting to do next
year they will schedule around me.
"I'm sure if I missed an episode they’d like saving the money. So
I’m sure it would work nicely."
HOLLYWOOD HIT
Profoundly dyslexic, Dempsey said racing and acting require similar
mental discipline and the ability to compartmentalize.
"I process things very quickly and sometimes I think when one is
dyslexic I am processing the word too fast and can’t allow it to get
to my mouth," he explained.
"It does teach me to stay calm and work on the mental side of
things, and that then translates into the car. The slower you are
the faster you are."
Learning a script, like studying a technical manual, has its
challenges. But the outcome can be all the more satisfying.
"You just learn a different way. I can’t sit down and read from a
text book. I would never comprehend it. It’s taken me a long time to
be OK with that and not be down on myself," he said.
"A lot of actors don’t learn their lines until the very last minute.
I have to put in far more time...but when I do I know my lines
inside and out. So if something is distracting me to my left, I can
incorporate that and add it to the scene.
"I think that also applies into racing, as situational awareness.
The more you are aware of what your surroundings are, the better off
you are in the car."
Inside the closeted motor racing bubble, Dempsey is a racer first
and foremost - some in the pitlane even unaware of his celebrity
status - and that works just fine for him.
"What is success in Hollywood? I don’t know what that means really,"
he mused. "What’s a hit movie? What’s a hit show? What’s a good
performance?
"A good performance on the track shows in the time. You can’t lie."
(Reporting by Alan Baldwin, editing by Tony Goodson)
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