"From that day forth, I would never be that same child," said
McDonnell, now 49. "I went into shock mode and shut down. I
would hold onto those secrets for 20-plus years."
McDonnell, now a peer counselor at a drug and alcohol treatment
facility, agreed to share his personal story with Reuters in the
wake of a stunning grand jury report of Roman Catholic priests
accused of abusing more than 1,000 children across Pennsylvania.
He said he wanted to encourage other victims to emerge from the
shadows to begin their own healing.
While the incident at age 12 broke him, he said the abuse
started at age 10, when another priest molested him. "At that
age, I wasn't sure the things that were going on," he said.
His decades-long road to recovery was fraught with alcohol
abuse, broken marriages and even a criminal record. The
Archdiocese of Philadelphia paid for McDonnell's counseling
sessions but he seldom attended. Instead he forged receipts and
eventually was convicted of pocketing more than $100,000 in a
theft he called payback for the abuse.
"I sought retribution in the form of submitting false invoices
for a number of years," McDonnell told Reuters in an interview
this week.
One priest accused by McDonnell was defrocked, the other was
removed from public ministry.
McDonnell joined the chorus of voices demanding Pennsylvania
eliminate any statute of limitations for prosecutors to bring
charges in child sex crimes cases. Youth advocates say a statute
of limitations can block justice since it may take decades for
children to realize they were victimized.
Some 41 U.S. states have eliminated statutes of limitations for
criminally prosecuting child sex abuse. In 2002, Pennsylvania
was among the first to raise the age for reporting child sexual
abuse when it lifted the age to 30 from 23. Five years later it
raised the age to 50.
"I was held accountable for my actions in a court of law. Can we
say that about the Catholic Church today?" McDonnell said.
"These bishops and the dioceses and the Cardinals need to come
clean. You need to tell the Catholic faith community what you
did. How you covered it up, how you transferred one to another
parish so that he would go on and abuse more children. No one
knew more about these abuses and no one did less," he said.
(Additional reporting by Kevin Fogarty in Philadelphia; and
Barbara Goldberg in New York; Editing by David Gregorio)
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