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				"From that day forth, I would never be that same child," said 
				McDonnell, now 49. "I went into shock mode and shut down. I 
				would hold onto those secrets for 20-plus years."
 McDonnell, now a peer counselor at a drug and alcohol treatment 
				facility, agreed to share his personal story with Reuters in the 
				wake of a stunning grand jury report of Roman Catholic priests 
				accused of abusing more than 1,000 children across Pennsylvania. 
				He said he wanted to encourage other victims to emerge from the 
				shadows to begin their own healing.
 
 While the incident at age 12 broke him, he said the abuse 
				started at age 10, when another priest molested him. "At that 
				age, I wasn't sure the things that were going on," he said.
 
 His decades-long road to recovery was fraught with alcohol 
				abuse, broken marriages and even a criminal record. The 
				Archdiocese of Philadelphia paid for McDonnell's counseling 
				sessions but he seldom attended. Instead he forged receipts and 
				eventually was convicted of pocketing more than $100,000 in a 
				theft he called payback for the abuse.
 
 "I sought retribution in the form of submitting false invoices 
				for a number of years," McDonnell told Reuters in an interview 
				this week.
 
 One priest accused by McDonnell was defrocked, the other was 
				removed from public ministry.
 
 McDonnell joined the chorus of voices demanding Pennsylvania 
				eliminate any statute of limitations for prosecutors to bring 
				charges in child sex crimes cases. Youth advocates say a statute 
				of limitations can block justice since it may take decades for 
				children to realize they were victimized.
 
 Some 41 U.S. states have eliminated statutes of limitations for 
				criminally prosecuting child sex abuse. In 2002, Pennsylvania 
				was among the first to raise the age for reporting child sexual 
				abuse when it lifted the age to 30 from 23. Five years later it 
				raised the age to 50.
 
 "I was held accountable for my actions in a court of law. Can we 
				say that about the Catholic Church today?" McDonnell said.
 
 "These bishops and the dioceses and the Cardinals need to come 
				clean. You need to tell the Catholic faith community what you 
				did. How you covered it up, how you transferred one to another 
				parish so that he would go on and abuse more children. No one 
				knew more about these abuses and no one did less," he said.
 
 (Additional reporting by Kevin Fogarty in Philadelphia; and 
				Barbara Goldberg in New York; Editing by David Gregorio)
 
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