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Pierotti said he visited McKinney once last November and twice more in July, speaking with him for more than three hours each time in the community visiting room at the maximum-security facility. McKinney and Henderson, both serving life sentences, are among several Wyoming inmates transferred to Virginia for logistical reasons. Pierotti says he pressed McKinney several times on the question of remorse. "Yeah, I got remorse. But probably not the way people want me to," McKinney is quoted as saying. "I got remorse that I didn't live the way my dad taught me to live." According to the script, McKinney expresses empathy with Shepard's parents over the loss of their son, though he adds about Judy Shepard: "Still, she never shuts up about it, and it's been like 10 years." "If I could go back and not be the one who killed him, I would," McKinney is quoted as saying. "But I am better off here, myself. I'm doing way better in here than I ever was out there." Pierotti contacted McKinney through the intervention of the Rev. Roger Schmit, a Roman Catholic priest based in Laramie at the time of the killing. Schmit had many heartfelt talks with McKinney during jailhouse visits. "When I visited Aaron, I felt there was a sense of remorse," Schmit said in a telephone interview from Kansas City, Mo., where he now lives. "He would often pray for Matthew, for Matthew's family." Yet Schmit has seen a rehearsal of the new script and said he has no doubt it accurately portrays McKinney's current feelings. "Of course, it's disappointing to me," Schmit said. "But I have confidence in his teachableness." Pierotti said he found McKinney's demeanor and views unsettling at times, but also compelling to the point where he sought to build a level of mutual trust. For example, Pierotti chose to acknowledge to McKinney, at their last meeting, that he was gay, and recalls McKinney responding amicably, "I thought so." "He's perfectly comfortable acknowledging he doesn't like gay people, and for me it was unnerving to experience his lack of remorse," Pierotti said. "Yet I feel very protective of him
-- not in an apologist way, but I see he has a lot of complexity. ... As an artist, it's more interesting to dig into who this person is." In the script, Pierotti asks if McKinney, who is now 32, he expects to ever go free. "Man, I'm never getting out of here," McKinney is quoted as responding. "I'm like the poster child for hate-crime murders. ... And you got to resign yourself to it or you go crazy."
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